And the world keeps spinning.

Let's cut to the chase.

You got eyes for days, I got words for weeks.

Hi, the name is Lyn.

Let me just fit in all I can before I disappear away into the walls of the real world again. 

I’ve finally moved into my new apartment and its a beauty in the making. My roommate is a bit forgetful in closing the fridge correctly, so I often come home to water in room temperature and spoiled cheese. Other than that, living with a guy isn’t that bad. Although I do miss the old house that was always occupied with a hot girl walking around in almost nothing. Or the house dog that ran around the living room in his invisible obstacle course. Or waking up to random people sleeping on the couch hungover from partying the night before. But I do have to admit, living in a small cozy apartment with just two is so much more relaxing. But yes, lonely nonetheless. I don’t do much to be honest, I work and come home, watch SouthPark and go to sleep. Not exactly the life you would think a 21 year old would be living but I’m trying to get my priorities in place. Like I always have been. No wristbands and bars. Headaches in the morning. Bathroom reeking of unflushed urine and throw-up. None of that loveliness, just paychecks and food. Not that I’m talking down on those who live that lifestyle, I just don’t think I can juggle both the same. I’ve always been the type to give my attention to one thing at a time and right now, that thing just happens to be me slaving away for Mr. ALDO and his customers with stank ass feet. But I pat myself on the shoulder for being the person I am today. Because I’m happy before I go to sleep with the life I choose to live, and I don’t really feel like much is missing. I have a roof under my head and food to keep me alive, I’m pretty fucking fortunate if you ask me. 

So you see, I haven’t had anything new happen really. So when you see my blog and there’s nothing updated it’s probably because…nothing is really updated with me. I miss writing from the inspiration of my dark bullshit but lately, there’s been alot of light shined on it. Thank God.

Let me just ride this cloud for a while longer, it only took me a shitload of falls to get here.

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