Over my dead body
Unpretty. Dirty. Wasted.
Drank a mix of questions trying to rid this dirty taste in-
My mouth kisses yours, whispers pillow talk to your face,
Try to embrace this place you made in my body but I can’t fake it -
Anymore, like I wanna tell you the truth
How I feel used.
Emotionally abused.
Confused as to,
What truth lurks in you.
Because I feel like you’re hiding,
And I feel like I’m denying Whats clearly in front of me, While I give you whats left of the best in me.
And I try to pass the test that you keep testing me,
But I fail
With flying colors.
But I still try
Because theres no other.
And it flutters, my heart, when we meet eyes
But it crashes, my heart, each time you lie.
And I know it.
Everytime.
I never say what I know.
But I know what I wanna say. Because actions speak louder then words and your actions replay.
I know you dont love me baby,
I think I’m just convenient. Easy to play with because I don’t mean much.
And the sad thing about it is.. I don’t need much
But a little hand hold here,
A little kiss on the cheek there
And I’ll be satisfied being that shirt that you like to wear and tear.
Thats me summed up into the girl that wants to be the exception.
But only viewed as entertainment for your temporary erection, its fine.
Really its fine.
Truth is, I’d rather protect your heart
So I sacrifice mine.
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